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“We were trying to decide who was best for you.”
…Because I really can’t figure that out for myself.
I know i’ve said this before.
But why do people act like they know me better than I know myself?
So uh,
I’ll just sit back.
Hit me up when you have my whole life mapped out for me.
kthx.
Are you even TRYING to move on?
When you don’t know who to believe?
Should I go with what my instincts telilng me? The safe way?
Or should I gamble on your sweet, promising words that I long to hear.
No matter what, someones getting hurt.
I knew this would happen.
Mary, Mary, Mary.
In too deep once again.
1, 2, 3
not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I’m caught in between
Countin’
1, 2, 3 Peter, Paul& Mary
Gettin’ down with 3p
Everybody loves me
that you’re lost right now.
And I feel bad because I’ve been so caught up in other things,
and havn’t really been there as much as I should.
But no matter where I am, and who I’m with,
we’re in this together.
Like always.
A lot of things change but that never does.
I know you already know all this.
But just a friendly reminder via tumblr.
:]
It’s not even about guys.
It’s the way my friends rally behind me when they think I might be setting myself up for hurt.
That means more to me than any sweet words, amazing first date or bouquet of flowers.
Watch your back boys.
Because a lot of people have mine.
I love you all<3
Its everything i’ve ever wanted to hear.
needed to hear.
coming from the wrong person
Noah:Well that’s what we do, we fight… You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I’m not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you’re back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
Allie:So what?
Noah:So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What’s it look like? If it’s with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that’s what you really wanted. But don’t you take the easy way out.
Allie:What easy way? There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.
Noah:Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do you want? What do you want?
—The Notebook (2004)
Because each time you say you’ll “make it up to me,” and then don’t,
It hurts a little more each time.
